Ada or Ardor: A Family Chronicle Part 1, Chapter 23 (view annotations) |
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All went well until Mlle Larivière decided to stay in bed for | |
five days: she had sprained her back on a merry-go-round at | |
the Vintage Fair, which, besides, she needed as the setting for | |
a story she had begun (about a town mayor's strangling a small | |
142.05 | girl called Rockette), and knew by experience that nothing |
kept up the itch of inspiration so well as la chaleur du lit. During | |
that period, the second upstairs maid, French, whose moods and | |
looks did not match the sweet temper and limpid grace of | |
Blanche, was supposed to look after Lucette, and Lucette did | |
142.10 | her best to avoid the lazy servant's surveillance in favor of her |
cousin's and sister's company. The ominous words: "Well, if | |
Master Van lets you come," or "Yes, I'm sure Miss Ada won't | |
mind your mushroom-picking with her," became something of | |
a knell in regard to love's freedom. | |
142.15 | While the comfortably resting lady was describing the bank |
of a brook where little Rockette liked to frolic, Ada sat reading | |
on a similar bank, wistfully glancing from time to time at an | |
inviting clump of evergreens (that had frequently sheltered | |
our lovers) and at brown-torsoed, barefooted Van, in turned-up | |
142.20 | dungarees, who was searching for his wristwatch that he |
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thought he had dropped among the forget-me-nots (but which | |
Ada, he forgot, was wearing). Lucette had abandoned her | |
skipping rope to squat on the brink of the brook and float a | |
fetus-sized rubber doll. Every now and then she squeezed out | |
143.05 | of it a fascinating squirt of water through a little hole that Ada |
had had the bad taste to perforate for her in the slippery | |
orange-red toy. With the sudden impatience of inanimate things, | |
the doll managed to get swept away by the current. Van shed | |
his pants under a willow and retrieved the fugitive. Ada, after | |
143.10 | considering the situation for a moment, shut her book and said |
to Lucette, whom usually it was not hard to enchant, that she, | |
Ada, felt she was quickly turning into a dragon, that the | |
scales had begun to turn green, that now she was a dragon and | |
that Lucette must be tied to a tree with the skipping rope so | |
143.15 | that Van might save her just in time. For some reason, |
Lucette balked at the notion but physical strength prevailed. | |
Van and Ada left the angry captive firmly attached to a willow | |
trunk, and, "prancing" to feign swift escape and pursuit, dis- | |
appeared for a few precious minutes in the dark grove of | |
143.20 | conifers. Writhing Lucette had somehow torn off one of the |
red knobbed grips of the rope and seemed to have almost disen- | |
tangled herself when dragon and knight, prancing, returned. | |
She complained to her governess who, completely miscon- | |
struing the whole matter (which could also be said of her new | |
143.25 | composition), summoned Van and from her screened bed, |
through a reek of embrocation and sweat, told him to refrain | |
from turning Lucette's head by making of her a fairy-tale | |
damsel in distress. | |
On the following day Ada informed her mother that Lucette | |
143.30 | badly needed a bath and that she would give it to her, whether |
her governess liked it or not. "Horosho," said Marina (while | |
getting ready to receive a neighbor and his protégé, a young | |
actor, in her best Dame Marina style), "but the temperature | |
should be kept at exactly twenty-eight (as it had been since the |
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eighteenth century) and don't let her stay in it longer than | |
ten or twelve minutes." | |
"Beautiful idea," said Van as he helped Ada to heat the tank, | |
fill the old battered bath and warm a couple of towels. | |
144.05 | Despite her being only in her ninth year and rather under- |
developed, Lucette had not escaped the delusive pubescence of | |
red-haired little girls. Her armpits showed a slight stipple of | |
bright floss and her chub was dusted with copper. | |
The liquid prison was now ready and an alarm clock given | |
144.10 | a full quarter of an hour to live. |
"Let her soak first, you'll soap her afterwards," said Van | |
feverishly. | |
"Yes, yes, yes," cried Ada. | |
"I'm Van," said Lucette, standing in the tub with the | |
144.15 | mulberry soap between her legs and protruding her shiny |
tummy. | |
"You'll turn into a boy if you do that," said Ada sternly, "and | |
that won't be very amusing." | |
Warily, the little girl started to sink her buttocks in the | |
144.20 | water. |
"Too hot," she said, "much too horribly hot!" | |
"It'll cool," said Ada, "plop down and relax. Here's your | |
doll." | |
"Come on, Ada, for goodness' sake, let her soak," repeated | |
144.25 | Van. |
"And remember," said Ada, "don't you dare get out of this | |
nice warm water until the bell rings or you'll die, because that's | |
what Krolik said. I'll be back to lather you, but don't call me; | |
we have to count the linen and sort out Van's hankies." | |
144.30 | The two elder children, having locked the door of the L- |
shaped bathroom from the inside, now retired to the seclusion | |
of its lateral part, in a corner between a chest of drawers and an | |
old unused mangle, which the sea-green eye of the bathroom | |
looking-glass could not reach; but barely had they finished |
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their violent and uncomfortable exertions in that hidden nook, | |
with an empty medicine bottle idiotically beating time on a | |
shelf, when Lucette was already calling resonantly from the | |
tub and the maid knocking on the door: Mlle Larivière wanted | |
145.05 | some hot water too. |
They tried all sorts of other tricks. | |
Once, for example, when Lucette had made of herself a | |
particular nuisance, her nose running, her hand clutching at | |
Van's all the time, her whimpering attachment to his company | |
145.10 | turning into a veritable obsession, Van mustered all his persua- |
sive skill, charm, eloquence, and said with conspiratory under- | |
tones: "Look, my dear. This brown book is one of my most | |
treasured possessions. I had a special pocket made for it in my | |
school jacket. Numberless fights have been fought over it with | |
145.15 | wicked boys who wanted to steal it. What we have here" (turn- |
ing the pages reverently) "is no less than a collection of the most | |
beautiful and famous short poems in the English language. This | |
tiny one, for example, was composed in tears forty years ago by | |
the Poet Laureate Robert Brown, the old gentleman whom my | |
145.20 | father once pointed out to me up in the air on a cliff under a |
cypress, looking down on the foaming turquoise surf near Nice, | |
an unforgettable sight for all concerned. It is called 'Peter and | |
Margaret.' Now you have, say" (turning to Ada in solemn | |
consultation), "forty minutes" ("Give her a full hour, she can't | |
145.25 | even memorize Mironton, mirontaine")—"all right, a full hour |
to learn these eight lines by heart. You and I" (whispering) "are | |
going to prove to your nasty arrogant sister that stupid little | |
Lucette can do anything. If" (lightly brushing her bobbed hair | |
with his lips), "if, my sweet, you can recite it and confound Ada | |
145.30 | by not making one single slip—you must be careful about the |
'here-there' and the 'this-that', and every other detail—if you | |
can do it then I shall give you this valuable book for keeps." | |
("Let her try the one about finding a feather and seeing Peacock | |
plain" said Ada drily—"it's a bit harder.") "No, no, she and I |
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have already chosen that little ballad. All right. Now go in | |
here" (opening a door) "and don't come out until I call you. | |
Otherwise, you'll forfeit the reward, and will regret the loss | |
all your life." | |
146.05 | "Oh, Van, how lovely of you," said Lucette, slowly entering |
her room, with her bemused eyes scanning the fascinating fly- | |
leaf, his name on it, his bold flourish, and his own wonderful | |
drawings in ink—a black aster (evolved from a blot), a doric | |
column (disguising a more ribald design), a delicate leafless | |
146.10 | tree (as seen from a classroom window), and several profiles of |
boys (Cheshcat, Zogdog, Fancytart, and Ada-like Van himself). | |
Van hastened to join Ada in the attic. At that moment he felt | |
quite proud of his stratagem. He was to recall it with a fatidic | |
shiver seventeen years later when Lucette, in her last note to | |
146.15 | him, mailed from Paris to his Kingston address on June 2, 1901, |
"just in case," wrote: | |
"I kept for years—it must be in my Ardis nursery—the | |
anthology you once gave me; and the little poem you wanted | |
me to learn by heart is still word-perfect in a safe place of my | |
146.20 | jumbled mind, with the packers trampling on my things, and |
upsetting crates, and voices calling: time to go, time to go. Find | |
it in Brown and praise me again for my eight-year-old in- | |
telligence as you and happy Ada did that distant day, that day | |
somewhere tinkling on its shelf like an empty little bottle. Now | |
146.25 | read on: |
"Here, said the guide, was the field, | |
There, he said, was the wood. | |
This is where Peter kneeled, | |
That's where the Princess stood. | |
146.30 | No, the visitor said, |
You are the ghost, old guide. | |
Oats and oaks may be dead, | |
But she is by my side." |
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