Ada or Ardor: A Family Chronicle Part 1, Chapter 34 (view annotations) |
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That frolic under the sealyham cedar proved to be a mistake. | |
Whenever not supervised by her schizophrenic governess, when- | |
ever not being read to, or walked, or put to bed, Lucette was | |
now a pest. At nightfall—if Marina was not around, drinking, | |
211.05 | say, with her guests under the golden globes of the new garden |
lamps that glowed here and there in the sudden greenery, and | |
mingled their kerosene reek with the breath of heliotrope and | |
jasmine—the lovers could steal out into the deeper darkness and | |
stay there until the nocturna—a keen midnight breeze—came | |
211.10 | tumbling the foliage "troussant la raimée," as Sore, the ribald |
night watchman, expressed it. Once, with his emerald lantern, | |
he had stumbled upon them and several times a phantom Blanche | |
had crept past them, laughing softly, to mate in some humbler | |
nook with the robust and securely bribed old glowworm. But | |
211.15 | waiting all day for a propitious night was too much for our |
impatient lovers. More often than not they had worn them- | |
selves out well before dinnertime, just as they used to in the | |
past; Lucette, however, seemed to lurk behind every screen, to | |
peep out of every mirror. | |
211.20 | They tried the attic, but noticed, just in time, a rent in its |
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floor through which one glimpsed a corner of the mangle room | |
where French, the second maid, could be seen in her corset and | |
petticoat, passing to and fro. They looked around—and could | |
not understand how they had ever been able to make tender | |
212.05 | love among splintered boxes and projecting nails, or wriggle |
through the skylight onto the roof, which any green imp with | |
coppery limbs could easily keep under surveillance from a | |
fork of the giant elm. | |
There still was the shooting gallery, with its Orientally | |
212.10 | draped recess under the sloping roof. But it crawled now with |
bedbugs, reeked of stale beer, and was so grimy and greasy that | |
one could not dream of undressing or using the little divan. All | |
Van saw there of his new Ada were her ivorine thighs and | |
haunches, and the very first time he clasped them she bade him, | |
212.15 | in the midst of his vigorous joy, to glance across her shoulder |
over the window ledge, which her hands were still clutching | |
in the ebbing throbs of her own response, and note that Lucette | |
was approaching—skipping rope, along a path in the shrubbery. | |
Those intrusions were repeated on the next two or three occa- | |
212.20 | sions. Lucette would come ever nearer, now picking a chante- |
relle and feigning to eat it raw, then crouching to capture a | |
grasshopper or at least going through the natural motions of | |
idle play and carefree pursuit. She would advance up to the | |
center of the weedy playground in front of the forbidden | |
212.25 | pavilion, and there, with an air of dreamy innocence, start to |
jiggle the board of an old swing that hung from the long and | |
lofty limb of Baldy, a partly leafless but still healthy old oak | |
(which appeared—oh, I remember, Van!—in a century-old | |
lithograph of Ardis, by Peter de Rast, as a young colossus | |
212.30 | protecting four cows and a lad in rags, one shoulder bare). |
When our lovers (you like the authorial possessive, don't you, | |
Van?) happened to look out again, Lucette was rocking the | |
glum dackel, or looking up at an imaginary woodpecker, or | |
with various pretty contortions unhurriedly mounting the gray- |
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looped board and swinging gently and gingerly as if never hav- | |
ing done it yet, while idiot Dack barked at the locked pavilion | |
door. She increased her momentum so cannily that Ada and her | |
cavalier, in the pardonable blindness of ascending bliss, never | |
213.05 | once witnessed the instant when the round rosy face with all |
its freckles aglow swooped up and two green eyes leveled at | |
the astounding tandem. | |
Lucette, the shadow, followed them from lawn to loft, from | |
gatehouse to stable, from a modern shower booth near the pool | |
213.10 | to the ancient bathroom upstairs. Lucette-in-the-Box came out |
of a trunk. Lucette desired they take her for walks. Lucette in- | |
sisted on their playing "leaptoad" with her—and Ada and Van | |
exchanged dark looks. | |
Ada thought up a plan that was not simple, was not clever, | |
213.15 | and moreover worked the wrong way. Perhaps she did it on |
purpose. (Strike out, strike out, please, Van.) The idea was to | |
have Van fool Lucette by petting her in Ada's presence, while | |
kissing Ada at the same time, and by caressing and kissing | |
Lucette when Ada was away in the woods ("in the woods," | |
213.20 | "botanizing"). This, Ada affirmed, would achieve two ends— |
assuage the pubescent child's jealousy and act as an alibi in | |
case she caught them in the middle of a more ambiguous romp. | |
The three of them cuddled and cosseted so frequently and | |
so thoroughly that at last one afternoon on the long-suffering | |
213.25 | black divan he and Ada could no longer restrain their amorous |
excitement, and under the absurd pretext of a hide-and-seek | |
game they locked up Lucette in a closet used for storing bound | |
volumes of The Kaluga Waters and The Lugano Sun, and | |
frantically made love, while the child knocked and called and | |
213.30 | kicked until the key fell out and the keyhole turned an angry |
green. | |
More objectionable yet than those fits of vile temper were, | |
to Ada's mind, the look of stricken ecstasy that Lucette's face | |
expressed when she would tightly cling to Van with arms, |
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and knees, and prehensile tail, as if he were a tree trunk, even | |
an ambulating tree trunk, and could not be pried off him un- | |
less smartly slapped by big sister. | |
"I have to admit," said Ada to Van as they floated down | |
214.05 | stream in a red boat, toward a drape of willows on a Ladore |
islet, "I have to admit with shame and sorrow, Van, that the | |
splendid plan is a foozle. I think the brat has a dirty mind. I | |
think she is criminally in love with you. I think I shall tell her | |
you are her uterine brother and that it is illegal and altogether | |
214.10 | abominable to flirt with uterine brothers. Ugly dark words |
scare her, I know; they scared me when I was four; but she is | |
essentially a dumb child, and should be protected from night- | |
mares and stallions. If she still does not desist, I can always | |
complain to Marina, saying she disturbs us in our meditations | |
214.15 | and studies. But perhaps you don't mind? Perhaps she excites |
you? Yes? She excites you, confess?" | |
"This summer is so much sadder than the other," said Van | |
softly. |
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