Ada or Ardor: A Family Chronicle Part 1, Chapter 33 (view annotations) |
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The following day began with a drizzle; but cleared up after | |
lunch. Lucette had her last piano lesson with gloomy Herr | |
Rack. The repetitive tinkle-thump-tinkle reached Van and | |
Ada during a reconnaissance in a second-floor passage. Mlle | |
207.05 | Larivière was in the garden, Marina had fluttered away to Ladore, |
and Van suggested they take advantage of Lucette's being | |
"audibly absent" by taking refuge in an upstairs dressing room. | |
Lucette's first tricycle stood there in a corner; a shelf above | |
a cretonne-covered divan held some of the child's old "un- | |
207.10 | touchable" treasures among which was the battered anthology |
he had given her four years ago. The door could not be | |
locked, but Van was impatient, and the music would surely | |
endure, as firm as a wall, for at least another twenty minutes. | |
He had buried his mouth in Ada's nuque, when she stiffened and | |
207.15 | raised a warning finger. Heavy slow steps were coming up the |
grand staircase. "Send him away," she muttered. "Chort | |
hell)," swore Van, adjusting his clothes, and went out on the | |
landing. Philip Rack was trudging up, Adam's apple bobbing, | |
ill-shaven, livid, gums exposed, one hand on his chest, the |
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other clutching a roll of pink paper while the music continued | |
to play on its own as if by some mechanical device. | |
"There's one downstairs in the hall," said Van, assuming, or | |
feigning to assume, that the unfortunate fellow had stomach | |
208.05 | cramps or nausea. But Mr. Rack only wanted "to make his fare- |
wells"—to Ivan Demonovich (accented miserably on the second | |
"o"), to Fräulein Ada, to Mademoiselle Ida, and of course to | |
Madame. Alas, Van's cousin and aunt were in town, but Phil | |
might certainly find his friend Ida writing in the rose garden. | |
208.10 | Was Van sure? Van was damned well sure. Mr. Rack shook |
Van's hand with a deep sigh, looked up, looked down, tapped | |
the banisters with his mysterious pink-paper tube, and went | |
back to the music room, where Mozart had begun to falter. Van | |
waited for a moment, listening and grimacing involuntarily, and | |
208.15 | presently rejoined Ada. She sat with a book in her lap. |
"I must wash my right hand before I touch you or any- | |
thing," he said. | |
She was not really reading, but nervously, angrily, absently | |
flipping through the pages of what happened to be that old | |
208.20 | anthology—she who at any time, if she picked up a book, |
would at once get engrossed in whatever text she happened to | |
slip into "from the book's brink" with the natural movement of | |
a water creature put back into its brook. | |
"I have never clasped a wetter, limper, nastier forelimb in all | |
208.25 | my life," said Van, and cursing (the music downstairs had |
stopped), went to the nursery W.C. where there was a tap. | |
From its window he saw Rack put his lumpy black briefcase | |
into the front basket of his bicycle and weave away, taking his | |
hat off to an unresponsive gardener. The clumsy cyclist's bal- | |
208.30 | ance did not survive his futile gesture: he brushed harshly against |
the hedge on the other side of the path, and crashed. For a | |
moment or two Rack remained in tangled communion with the | |
privet, and Van wondered if he should not go down to his aid. | |
The gardener had turned his back on the sick or drunken |
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musician, who, thank goodness, was now getting out of the | |
bushes and replacing his briefcase in its basket. He rode away | |
slowly, and a surge of obscure disgust made Van spit into the | |
toilet bowl. | |
209.05 | Ada had left the dressing room by the time he returned. He |
discovered her on a balcony, where she was peeling an apple | |
for Lucette. The kind pianist would always bring her an apple, | |
or sometimes an inedible pear, or two small plums. Anyway, | |
that was his last gift. | |
209.10 | "Mademoiselle is calling you," said Van to Lucette. |
"Well, she'll have to wait," said Ada, leisurely continuing | |
her "ideal peel," a yellow-red spiral which Lucette watched | |
with ritual fascination. | |
"Have some work to do," Van blurted out. "Bored beyond | |
209.15 | words. Shall be in the library." |
"Okay," limpidly responded Lucette without turning—and | |
emitted a cry of pleasure as she caught the finished festoons. | |
He spent half an hour seeking a book he had put back in | |
the wrong place. When he found it at last, he saw he had | |
209.20 | finished annotating it and so did not need it any more. For a |
while he lay on the black divan, but that seemed only to increase | |
the pressure of passionate obsession. He decided to return to the | |
upper floor by the cochlea. There he recalled with anguish, | |
as something fantastically ravishing and hopelessly irretriev- | |
209.25 | able, her hurrying up with her candlestick on the night of |
the Burning Barn, capitalized in his memory forever—he | |
with his dancing light behind her hurdies and calves and | |
mobile shoulders and streaming hair, and the shadows in huge | |
surges of black geometry overtaking them, in their winding up- | |
209.30 | ward course, along the yellow wall. He now found the third- |
floor door latched on the other side, and had to return down to | |
the library (memories now blotted out by trivial exasperation) | |
and take the grand staircase. | |
As he advanced toward the bright sun of the balcony door |
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he heard Ada explaining something to Lucette. It was some- | |
thing amusing, it had to do with—I do not remember and can- | |
not invent. Ada had a way of hastening to finish a sentence be- | |
fore mirth overtook her, but sometimes, as now, a brief burst of | |
210.05 | it would cause her words to explode, and then she would catch |
up with them and conclude the phrase with still greater haste, | |
keeping her mirth at bay, and the last word would be followed | |
by a triple ripple of sonorous, throaty, erotic and rather cosy | |
laughter. | |
210.10 | "And now, my sweet," she added, kissing Lucette on her |
dimpled cheek, "do me a favor: run down and tell bad Belle | |
it's high time you had your milk and petit-beurre. Zhivo | |
(quick)! Meanwhile, Van and I will retire to the bathroom— | |
or somewhere where there's a good glass—and I'll give him a | |
210.15 | haircut; he needs one badly. Don't you, Van? Oh, I know |
where we'll go . . . Run along, run along, Lucette." |
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