Ada or Ardor: A Family Chronicle Part 1, Chapter 39 (view annotations) |
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Although fairly eclectic in 1888, Ladore fashions were not quite | |
as free as taken for granted at Ardis. | |
For the grand picnic on her birthday sixteen-year-old Ada | |
wore a plain linen blouse, maize-yellow slacks and scuffed | |
266.05 | moccasins. Van had wanted her to let her hair down; she |
demurred, saying it was too long for country comfort, but | |
finally compromised by tying it midway behind with a rumpled | |
ribbon of black silk. Van's only observance of summer elegancies | |
consisted of a blue polo jersey, knee-length gray flannel trousers, | |
266.10 | and sport “creepers.” |
While the rustic feast was being prepared and distributed | |
among the sun gouts of the traditional pine glade, the wild girl | |
and her lover slipped away for a few moments of ravenous | |
ardor in a ferny ravine where a rill dipped from ledge to ledge | |
266.15 | between tall burnberry bushes. The day was hot and breath- |
less. The smallest pine had its cicada. | |
She said: “Speaking as a character in an old novel, it seems | |
so long, long ago, davnïm davno, since I used to play word- | |
games here with Grace and two other lovely girls. 'Insect, | |
266.20 | incest, nicest.'” |
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Speaking as a botanist and a mad woman, she said, the most | |
extraordinary word in the English language was “husked,” be- | |
cause it stood for opposite things, covered and uncovered, | |
tightly husked but easily husked, meaning they peel off quite | |
267.05 | easily, you don't have to tear the waistband, you brute. "Care- |
fully husked brute," said Van tenderly. The passage of time | |
could only enhance his tenderness for the creature he clasped, | |
this adored creature, whose motion was now more supple, whose | |
haunches had grown more lyrate, whose hair-ribbon he had un- | |
267.10 | done. |
As they crouched on the brink of one of the brook's crystal | |
shelves, where, before falling, it stopped to have its picture | |
taken and take pictures itself, Van, at the last throb, saw the | |
reflection of Ada's gaze in the water flash a warning. Some- | |
267.15 | thing of the sort had happened somewhere before: he did not |
have time to identify the recollection that, nonetheless, led him | |
to identify at once the sound of the stumble behind him. | |
Among the rugged rocks they found and consoled poor | |
little Lucette, whose foot had slipped on a granite slab in a | |
267.20 | tangle of bushes. Flushed and flustered, the child rubbed her |
thigh in much-overdone agony. Van and Ada gaily grasped | |
one little hand each and ran Lucette back to the glade, where | |
she laughed, where she flopped, where she made for her favorite | |
tarts awaiting her on one of the unfolded tables. There she | |
267.25 | husked out of her sweat shirt, hitched up her green shorts and, |
asquat on the russet ground, attacked the food she had collected. | |
Ada had declined to invite anybody except the Erminin | |
twins to her picnic; but she had had no intention of inviting the | |
brother without the sister. The latter, it turned out, could not | |
267.30 | come, having gone to New Cranton to see a young drummer, |
her first boy friend, sail off into the sunrise with his regiment. | |
But Greg had to be asked to come after all: on the previous | |
day he had called on her bringing a “talisman” from his very | |
sick father, who wanted Ada to treasure as much as his grandam |
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had a little camel of yellow ivory carved in Kiev, five centuries | |
ago, in the days of Timur and Nabok. | |
Van did not err in believing that Ada remained unaffected | |
by Greg's devotion. He now met him again with pleasure—the | |
268.05 | kind of pleasure, immoral in its very purity, which adds its |
icy tang to the friendly feelings a successful rival bears toward | |
a thoroughly decent fellow. | |
Greg, who had left his splendid new black Silentium motor- | |
cycle in the forest ride, observed: | |
268.10 | “We have company.” |
“Indeed we do,” assented Van. “Kto sii (who are they)? Do | |
you have any idea?” | |
Nobody had. Raincoated, unpainted, morose, Marina came | |
over and peered through the trees the way Van pointed. | |
268.15 | After reverently inspecting the Silentium, a dozen elderly |
townsmen, in dark clothes, shabby and uncouth, walked into | |
the forest across the road and sat down there to a modest | |
colazioneof cheese, buns, salami, sardines and Chianti. They | |
were quite sufficiently far from our picnickers not to bother | |
268.20 | them in any way. They had no mechanical music boxes with |
them. Their voices were subdued, their movements could not | |
have been more discreet. The predominant gesture seemed to | |
be ritually limited to this or that fist crumpling brown paper or | |
coarse gazette paper or baker's paper (the very lightweight and | |
268.25 | inefficient sort), and discarding the crumpled bit in quiet, ab- |
stract fashion, while other sad apostolic hands unwrapped the | |
victuals or for some reason or other wrapped them up again, in | |
the noble shade of the pines, in the humble shade of the false | |
acacias. | |
268.30 | “How odd,” said Marina, scratching her sunlit bald patch. |
She sent a footman to investigate the situation and tell those | |
Gipsy politicians, or Calabrian laborers, that Squire Veen | |
would be furious if he discovered trespassers camping in his | |
woods. |
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The footman returned, shaking his head. They did not speak | |
English. Van went over: | |
“Please go away, this is private property,” said Van in Vulgar | |
Latin, French, Canadian French, Russian, Yukonian Russian, | |
269.05 | very low Latin again: proprieta privata. |
He stood looking at them, hardly noticed by them, hardly | |
shade-touched by the foliage. They were ill-shaven, blue-jowled | |
men in old Sunday suits. One or two wore no collar but had | |
kept the thyroid stud. One had a beard and a humid squint. | |
269.10 | Patent boots, with dust in the cracks, or orange-brown shoes |
either very square or very pointed had been taken off and | |
pushed under the burdocks or placed on the old tree stumps | |
of the rather drab clearing. How odd indeed! When Van re- | |
peated his request, the intruders started to mutter among them- | |
269.15 | selves in a totally incomprehensible jargon, making small flap- |
ping motions in his direction as if half-heartedly chasing away | |
a gnat. | |
He asked Marina—did she want him to use force, but sweet, | |
dear Marina said, patting her hair, one hand on her hip, no, let | |
269.20 | us ignore them—especially as they were now drawing a little |
deeper into the trees—look, look—some dragging à reculons the | |
various parts of their repast upon what resembled an old bed- | |
spread, which receded like a fishing boat pulled over pebbly | |
sand, while others politely removed the crumpled wrappings to | |
269.25 | other more distant hiding places in keeping with the general |
relocation: a most melancholy and meaningful picture—but | |
meaning what, what? | |
Gradually their presence dissolved from Van's mind. Every- | |
body was now having a wonderful time. Marina threw off the | |
269.30 | pale raincoat or rather 'dustcoat' she had put on for the picnic |
(after all, with one thing and another, her domestic gray dress | |
with the pink fichu was quite gay enough, she declared, for an | |
old lady) and raising an empty glass she sang, with brio and | |
very musically, the Green Grass aria: “Replenish, replenish the |
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glasses with wine! Here's a toast to love! To the rapture of | |
love!” With awe and pity, and no love, Van kept reverting to | |
that poor bald patch on Traverdiata's poor old head, to the scalp | |
burnished by her hairdye an awful pine rust color much shinier | |
270.05 | than her dead hair. He attempted, as so many times before, to |
squeeze out some fondness for her but as usual failed and as | |
usual told himself that Ada did not love her mother either, a | |
vague and cowardly consolation. | |
Greg, assuming with touching simplicity that Ada would | |
270.10 | notice and approve, showered Mlle Larivière with a thousand |
little attentions—helping her out of her mauve jacket, pouring | |
out for her the milk into Lucette's mug from a thermos bottle, | |
passing the sandwiches, replenishing, replenishing Mlle Lariv- | |
ière's wineglass and listening with a rapt grin to her diatribes | |
270.15 | against the English, whom she said she disliked even more than |
the Tartars, or the, well, Assyrians. | |
“England!” she cried, “England! The country where for | |
every poet, there are ninety-nine sales petits bourgeois, some of | |
suspect extraction! England dares ape France! I have in that | |
270.20 | hamper there an English novel of high repute in which a lady |
is given a perfume—an expensive perfume!—called 'Ombre | |
Chevalier,'which is really nothing but a fish—a delicious fish, | |
true, but hardly suitable for scenting one's handkerchief with. | |
On the very next page, a soi-disant philosopher mentions 'une | |
270.25 | acte gratuite' as if all acts were feminine, and a soi-disant Parisian |
hotelkeeper in the story says 'je me regrette' for 'je regrette'!” | |
“D'accord,” interjected Van, “but what about such atrocious | |
bloomers in French translations from the English as for example — ” | |
Unfortunately, or maybe fortunately, at that very moment | |
270.30 | Ada emitted a Russian exclamation of utmost annoyance as a |
steel-gray convertible glided into the glade. No sooner had it | |
stopped than it was surrounded by the same group of towns- | |
men, who now seemed to have multiplied in strange consequence |
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of having shed coats and waistcoats. Thrusting his way through | |
their circle, with every sign of wrath and contempt, young | |
Percy de Prey, frilled-shirted and white-trousered, strode up to | |
Marina's deckchair. He was invited to join the party despite | |
271.05 | Ada's trying to stop her silly mother with an admonishing stare |
and a private small shake of the head. | |
“I dared not hope ... Oh, I accept with great pleasure,” | |
answered Percy, whereupon—very much whereupon—the | |
seemingly forgetful but in reality calculating bland bandit | |
271.10 | marched back to his car (near which a last wonderstruck ad- |
mirer lingered) to fetch a bouquet of longstemmed roses stored | |
in the boot. | |
“What a shame that I should loathe roses,” said Ada, accept- | |
ing them gingerly. | |
271.15 | The muscat wine was uncorked. Ada's and Ida's healths |
drunk. “The conversation became general,” as Monparnasse | |
liked to write. | |
Count Percy de Prey turned to Ivan Demianovich Veen: | |
“I'm told you like abnormal positions?” | |
271.20 | The half-question was half-mockingly put. Van looked |
through his raised lunel at the honeyed sun. | |
“Meaning what?” he enquired. | |
“Well—that walking-on-your-hands trick. One of your aunt's | |
servants is the sister of one of our servants and two pretty gos- | |
271.25 | sips form a dangerous team” (laughing). “The legend has it that |
you do it all day long, in every corner, congratulations!” (bow- | |
ing). | |
Van replied: “The legend makes too much of my specialty. | |
Actually, I practice it for a few minutes every other night, don't | |
271.30 | I, Ada?” (looking around for her). “May I give you, Count, |
some more of the mouse-and-cat—a poor pun, but mine.” | |
“Vahn dear,” said Marina, who was listening with delight to | |
the handsome young men's vivacious and carefree prattle, “tell | |
him about your success in London. Zhe tampri (please)!” |
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“Yes,” said Van, “it all started as a rag, you know, up at | |
Chose, but then—” | |
“Van!” called Ada shrilly. “I want to say something to you, | |
Van, come here.” | |
272.05 | Dorn (flipping through a literary review, to Trigorin): |
“Here, a couple of months ago, a certain article was printed ... | |
a Letter from America, and I wanted to ask you, incidentally” | |
(taking Trigorin by the waist and leading him to the front of | |
the stage), “because I'm very much interested in that ques- | |
272.10 | tion ...” |
Ada stood with her back against the trunk of a tree, like a | |
beautiful spy who has just rejected the blindfold. | |
“I wanted to ask you, incidentally, Van” (continuing in a | |
whisper, with an angry flick of the wrist)—“stop playing the | |
272.15 | perfect idiot host; he came drunk as a welt, can't you see?” |
The execution was interrupted by the arrival of Uncle Dan. | |
He had a remarkably reckless way of driving, as happens so | |
often, goodness knows why, in the case of many dour, dreary | |
men. Weaving rapidly between the pines, he brought the little | |
272.20 | red runabout to an abrupt stop in front of Ada and presented |
her with the perfect gift, a big box of mints, white, pink and, | |
oh boy, green! He had also an aerogram for her, he said, wink- | |
ing. | |
Ada tore it open—and saw it was not for her from dismal | |
272.25 | Kalugano, as she had feared, but for her mother from Los |
Angeles, a much gayer place. Marina's face gradually assumed | |
an expression of quite indecent youthful beatitude as she scanned | |
the message. Triumphantly, she showed it to Larivière-Mon- | |
parnasse, who read it twice and tilted her head with a smile of | |
272.30 | indulgent disapproval. Positively stamping her feet with joy: |
“Pedro is coming again,” cried (gurgled, rippled) Marina to | |
her calm daughter. | |
“And, I suppose, he'll stay till the end of the summer,” re- | |
marked Ada—and sat down with Greg and Lucette, for a game |
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of Snap, on a laprobe spread over the little ants and dry pine | |
needles. | |
“Oh no, da net zhe, only for a fortnight” (girlishly giggling). | |
“After that we shall go to Houssaie, Gollivud-tozh” (Marina was | |
273.05 | really in great form)—“yes, we shall all go, the author, and the |
children, and Van—if he wishes.” | |
“I wish but I can't,” said Percy (sample of his humor). | |
In the meantime, Uncle Dan, very dapper in cherry-striped | |
blazer and variety-comic straw hat, feeling considerably in- | |
273.10 | trigued by the presence of the adjacent picnickers, walked over |
to them with his glass of Hero wine in one hand and a caviar | |
canapé in the other. | |
“The Accursed Children,” said Marina in answer to some- | |
thing Percy wanted to know. | |
273.15 | Percy, you were to die very soon—and not from that pellet |
in your fat leg, on the turf of a Crimean ravine, but a couple of | |
minutes later when you opened your eyes and felt relieved and | |
secure in the shelter of the macchie; you were to die very soon, | |
Percy; but that July day in Ladore County, lolling under the | |
273.20 | pines, royally drunk after some earlier festivity, with lust in |
your heart and a sticky glass in your strong blond-haired hand, | |
listening to a literary bore, chatting with an aging actress and | |
ogling her sullen daughter, you reveled in the spicy situation, | |
old sport, chin-chin, and no wonder. Burly, handsome, indolent | |
273.25 | and ferocious, a crack Rugger player, a cracker of country |
girls, you combined the charm of the off-duty athlete with the | |
engaging drawl of a fashionable ass. I think what I hated most | |
about your handsome moon face was that baby complexion, the | |
smooth-skinned jaws of the easy shaver. I had begun to bleed | |
273.30 | every time, and was going to do so for seven decades. |
“In a birdhouse fixed to that pine trunk,” said Marina to her | |
young admirer, “there was once a 'telephone.' How I'd welcome | |
its presence right now! Ah, here he is, enfin!” | |
Her husband, minus the glass and the canapé, strolled back |
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bringing wonderful news. They were an “exquisitely polite | |
group.” He had recognized at least a dozen Italian words. It | |
was, he understood, a collation of shepherds. They thought, | |
he thought, he was a shepherd too. A canvas from Cardinal | |
274.05 | Carlo de Medici's collection, author unknown, may have been |
at the base of that copy. Excitedly, overexcitedly, the little man | |
said he insisted the servants take viands and wine to his excellent | |
new friends; he got busy himself, seizing an empty bottle and a | |
hamper that contained knitting equipment, an English novel by | |
274.10 | Quigley and a roll of toilet paper. Marina explained, however, |
that professional obligations demanded she call up California | |
without delay; and, forgetting his project, he readily consented | |
to drive her home. | |
Mists have long since hidden the links and loops of consecu- | |
274.15 | tive events, but—approximately while that departure took place, |
or soon after—Van found himself standing on the brink of the | |
brook (which had reflected two pairs of superposed eyes earlier | |
in the afternoon) and chucking pebbles with Percy and Greg | |
at the remnants of an old, rusty, indecipherable signboard on the | |
274.20 | other side. |
“Okh, nado (I must) passati!” exclaimed Percy in the Slavic | |
slang he affected, blowing out his cheeks and fumbling fran- | |
tically at his fly. In all his life, said stolid Greg to Van, he had | |
never seen such an ugly engine, surgically circumcised, ter- | |
274.25 | rifically oversized and high-colored, with such a phenomenal |
cœur de bœuf; nor had either of the fascinated, fastidious boys | |
ever witnessed the like of its sustained, strongly arched, prac- | |
tically everlasting stream. “Phoeh!” uttered the young man with | |
relief, and repacked. | |
274.30 | How did the scuffle start? Did all three cross the brook |
stepping on slimy stones? Did Percy push Greg? Did Van jog | |
Percy? Was there something—a stick? Twisted out of a fist? | |
A wrist gripped and freed? |
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“Oho,” said Percy, “you are playful, my lad!” | |
Greg, one bag of his plus-fours soaked, watched them help- | |
lessly—he was fond of both—as they grappled on the brink of | |
the brook. | |
275.05 | Percy was three years older, and a score of kilograms heavier |
than Van, but the latter had handled even burlier brutes with | |
ease. Almost at once the Count's bursting face was trapped in | |
the crook of Van's arm. The grunting Count toured the turf in | |
a hunched-up stagger. He freed one scarlet ear, was retrapped, | |
275.10 | was tripped and collapsed under Van, who instantly put him |
“on his omoplates,” na lopatki, as King Wing used to say in his | |
carpet jargon. Percy lay panting like a dying gladiator, both | |
shoulder blades pressed to the ground by his tormentor, whose | |
thumbs now started to manipulate horribly that heaving thorax. | |
275.15 | Percy with a sudden bellow of pain intimated he had had |
enough. Van requested a more articulate expression of sur- | |
render, and got it. Greg, fearing Van had not caught the mut- | |
tered plea for mercy, repeated it in the third person interpreta- | |
tive. Van released the unfortunate Count, whereupon he sat up, | |
275.20 | spitting, palpating his throat, rearranging the rumpled shirt |
around his husky torso and asking Greg in a husky voice to | |
find a missing cufflink. | |
Van washed his hands in a lower shelf-pool of the brook and | |
recognized, with amused embarrassment, the transparent, tubular | |
275.25 | thing, not unlike a sea-squirt, that had got caught in its down- |
stream course in a fringe of forget-me-nots, good name, too. | |
He had started to walk back to the picnic glade when a | |
mountain fell upon him from behind. With one violent heave | |
he swung his attacker over his head. Percy crashed and lay | |
275.30 | supine for a moment or two. Van, his crab claws on the ready, |
contemplated him, hoping for a pretext to inflict a certain | |
special device of exotic torture that he had not yet had the | |
opportunity to use in a real fight. |
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“You've broken my shoulder,” grumbled Percy, half-rising | |
and rubbing his thick arm. “A little more self-control, young | |
devil.” | |
“Stand up!” said Van. “Come on, stand up! Would you like | |
276.05 | more of the same or shall we join the ladies? The ladies? All |
right. But, if you please, walk in front of me now.” | |
As he and his captive drew near the glade Van cursed himself | |
for feeling rattled by that unexpected additional round; he was | |
secretly out of breath, his every nerve twanged, he caught him- | |
276.10 | self limping and correcting the limp—while Percy de Prey, in |
his magically immaculate white trousers and casually ruffled | |
shirt, marched, buoyantly exercising his arms and shoulders, | |
and seemed quite serene and in fact rather cheerful. | |
Presently Greg overtook them, bringing the cufflink—a little | |
276.15 | triumph of meticulous detection, and with a trite “Attaboy!” |
Percy closed his silk cuff, thus completing his insolent restora- | |
tion. | |
Their dutiful companion, still running, got first to the site of | |
the finished feast; he saw Ada, facing him with two stipple- | |
276.20 | stemmed red boletes in one hand and three in the other; and, |
mistaking her look of surprise at the sound of his thudding | |
hooves for one of concern, good Sir Greg hastened to cry out | |
from afar: “He's all right! He's all right, Miss Veen”—blind | |
compassion preventing the young knight from realizing that | |
276.25 | she could not possibly have known yet what a clash had oc- |
curred between the beau and the beast. | |
“Indeed I am,” said the former, taking from her a couple of | |
her toadstools, the girl's favorite delicacy, and stroking their | |
smooth caps. “And why shouldn't I be? Your cousin has treated | |
276.30 | Greg and your humble servant to a most bracing exhibition of |
Oriental Skrotomoff or whatever the name may be.” | |
He called for wine—but the remaining bottles had been given | |
to the mysterious pastors whose patronage the adjacent clearing | |
had already lost: they might have dispatched and buried one of |
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their comrades, if the stiff collar and reptilian tie left hanging | |
from a locust branch were his. Gone also was the bouquet of | |
roses which Ada had ordered to be put back into the boot of | |
the Count's car—better than waste them on her, let him give | |
277.05 | them, she said, to Blanche's lovely sister. |
And now Mlle Larivière clapped her hands to rouse from | |
their siesta, Kim, the driver of her gig, and Trofim, the chil- | |
dren's fair-bearded coachman. Ada reclenched her boletes and | |
all Percy could find for his Handkuss was a cold fist. | |
277.10 | “Jolly nice to have seen you, old boy,” he said, tapping Van |
lightly on the shoulder, a forbidden gesture in their milieu. | |
“Hope to play with you again soon. I wonder,” he added in a | |
lower voice, “if you shoot as straight as you wrestle.” | |
Van followed him to the convertible. | |
277.15 | “Van, Van come here, Greg wants to say good-bye,” cried |
Ada, but he did not turn. | |
“Is that a challenge, me faites-vous un duel?” inquired Van. | |
Percy, at the wheel, smiled, slit his eyes, bent toward the | |
dashboard, smiled again, but said nothing. Click-click went the | |
277.20 | motor, then broke into thunder and Percy drew on his gloves. |
“Quand tu voudras, mon gars,” said Van, slapping the fender | |
and using the terrible second person singular of duelists in old | |
France. | |
The car leapt forward and disappeared. | |
277.25 | Van returned to the picnic ground, his heart stupidly thump- |
ing; he waved in passing to Greg who was talking to Ada a | |
little way off on the road. | |
“Really, I assure you,” Greg was saying to her, “your cousin | |
is not to blame. Percy started it—and was defeated in a clean | |
277.30 | match of Korotom wrestling, as used in Teristan and Sorokat— |
my father, I'm sure, could tell you all about it.” | |
“You're a dear,” answered Ada, “but I don't think your brain | |
works too well.” | |
“It never does in your presence,” remarked Greg, and |
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mounted his black silent steed, hating it, and himself, and the | |
two bullies. | |
He adjusted his goggles and glided away. Mlle Larivière, in | |
her turn, got into her gig and was borne off through the | |
278.05 | speckled vista of the forest ride. |
Lucette ran up to Van and, almost kneeling, cosily embraced | |
her big cousin around the hips, and clung to him for a moment, | |
“Come along,” said Van, lifting her, “don't forget your jersey, | |
you can't go naked.” | |
278.10 | Ada strolled up. “My hero,” she said, hardly looking at him, |
with that inscrutable air she had that let one guess whether she | |
expressed sarcasm or ecstasy, or a parody of one or the other. | |
Lucette, swinging her mushroom basket, chanted: | |
“He screwed off a nipple, | |
278.15 | He left him a cripple ...” |
“Lucy Veen, stop that!” shouted Ada at the imp; and Van | |
with a show of great indignation, shook the little wrist he held, | |
while twinkling drolly at Ada on his other side. | |
Thus, a carefree-looking young trio, they moved toward the | |
278.20 | waiting victoria. Slapping his thighs in dismay, the coachman |
stood berating a tousled foot boy who had appeared from under | |
a bush. He had concealed himself there to enjoy in peace a | |
tattered copy of Tattersalia with pictures of tremendous, fabu- | |
lously elongated race horses, and had been left behind by the | |
278.25 | charabanc which had carried away the dirty dishes and the |
drowsy servants. | |
He climbed onto the box, beside Trofim, who directed a | |
vibrating “tpprr” at the backing bays, while Lucette considered | |
with darkening green eyes the occupation of her habitual perch. | |
278.30 | “You'll have to take her on your half-brotherly knee,” said |
Ada in a neutral aparte. | |
“But won't La maudite rivière object,” he said absently, try- | |
ing to catch by its tail the sensation of fate's rerun. |
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“Larivière can go and” (and Ada's sweet pale lips repeated | |
Gavronski's crude crack) ... “That goes for Lucette too,” she | |
added. | |
“Vos ‘vyragences' sont assez lestes,” remarked Van. “Are you | |
279.05 | very mad at me?” |
“Oh Van, I'm not! In fact, I'm delighted you won. But I'm | |
sixteen today. Sixteen! Older than grandmother at the time of | |
her first divorce. It's my last picnic, I guess. Childhood is | |
scrapped. I love you. You love me. Greg loves me. Everybody | |
279.10 | loves me. I'm glutted with love. Hurry up or she'll pull that |
cock off—Lucette, leave him alone at once!” | |
Finally the carriage started on its pleasant homeward journey. | |
“Ouch!” grunted Van as he received the rounded load—ex- | |
plaining wrily that he had hit his right patella against a rock. | |
279.15 | “Of course, if one goes in for horseplay ...” murmured Ada |
—and opened, at its emerald ribbon, the small brown, gold- | |
tooled book (a great success with the passing sun flecks) that | |
she had been already reading during the ride to the picnic. | |
“I do fancy a little horseplay,” said Van. “It has left me with | |
279.20 | quite a tingle, for more reasons than one.” |
“I saw you—horseplaying,” said Lucette, turning her head. | |
“Sh-sh,” uttered Van. | |
“I mean you and him.” | |
“We are not interested in your impressions, girl. And don't | |
279.25 | look back all the time. You know you get carriage-sick when |
the road—” | |
“Coincidence: 'Jean qui tâchait de lui tourner la tête ...'” | |
surfaced Ada briefly. | |
“—when the road 'runs out of you,' as your sister once said | |
279.30 | when she was your age.” |
“True,” mused Lucette tunefully. | |
She had been prevailed upon to clothe her honey-brown | |
body. Her white jersey had filched a lot from its recent back- | |
ground—pine needles, a bit of moss, a cake crumb, a baby |
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caterpillar. Her remarkably well-filled green shorts were stained | |
with burnberry purple. Her ember-bright hair flew into his face | |
and smelt of a past summer. Family smell; yes, coincidence: a | |
set of coincidences slightly displaced; the artistry of asymmetry. | |
280.05 | She sat in his lap, heavily, dreamily, full of foie gras and peach |
punch, with the backs of her brown iridescent bare arms almost | |
touching his face—touching it when he glanced down, right | |
and left, to check if the mushrooms had been taken. They had. | |
The little footboy was reading and picking his nose—judging | |
280.10 | by the movements of his elbow. Lucette's compact bottom and |
cool thighs seemed to sink deeper and deeper in the quicksand | |
of the dream-like, dream-rephrased, legend-distorted past. Ada, | |
sitting next to him, turning her smaller pages quicker than the | |
boy on the box, was, of course, enchanting, obsessive, eternal | |
280.15 | and lovelier, more somberly ardent than four summers ago— |
but it was that other picnic which he now relived and it was | |
Ada's soft haunches which he now held as if she were present | |
in duplicate, in two different color prints. | |
Through strands of coppery silk he looked aslant at Ada, | |
280.20 | who puckered her lips at him in the semblance of a transmitted |
kiss (pardoning him at last for his part in that brawl!) and | |
presently went back to her vellum-bound little volume, Ombres | |
et couleurs, an 1820 edition of Chateaubriand's short stories | |
with hand-painted vignettes and the flat mummy of a pressed | |
280.25 | anemone. The gouts and glooms of the woodland passed across |
her book, her face and Lucette's right arm, on which he could | |
not help kissing a mosquito bite in pure tribute to the duplica- | |
tion. Poor Lucette stole a languorous look at him and looked | |
away again—at the red neck of the coachman—of that other | |
280.30 | coachman who for several months had haunted her dreams. |
We do not care to follow the thoughts troubling Ada, whose | |
attention to her book was far shallower than might seem; we | |
will not, nay, cannot follow them with any success, for thoughts | |
are much more faintly remembered than shadows or colors, or |
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the throbs of young lust, or a green snake in a dark paradise. | |
Therefore we find ourselves more comfortably sitting within | |
Van while his Ada sits within Lucette, and both sit within Van | |
(and all three in me, adds Ada). | |
281.05 | He remembered with a pang of pleasure the indulgent skirt |
Ada had been wearing then, so swoony-baloony as the Chose | |
young things said, and he regretted (smiling) that Lucette had | |
those chaste shorts on today, and Ada, husked-corn (laughing) | |
trousers. In the fatal course of the most painful ailments, some- | |
281.10 | times (nodding gravely), sometimes there occur sweet morn- |
ings of perfect repose—and that not owing to some blessed pill | |
or potion (indicating the bedside clutter) or at least without | |
our knowing that the loving hand of despair slipped us the drug. | |
Van closed his eyes in order better to concentrate on the | |
281.15 | golden flood of swelling joy. Many, oh, many, many years later |
he recollected with wonder (how could one have endured such | |
rapture?) that moment of total happiness, the complete eclipse | |
of the piercing and preying ache, the logic of intoxication, the | |
circular argument to the effect that the most eccentric girl can- | |
281.20 | not help being faithful if she loves one as one loves her. He |
watched Ada's bracelet flash in rhythm with the swaying of | |
the victoria and her full lips, parted slightly in profile, show in | |
the sun the red pollen of a remnant of salve drying in the trans- | |
versal thumbnail lines of their texture. He opened his eyes: the | |
281.25 | bracelet was indeed flashing but her lips had lost all trace of |
rouge, and the certainty that in another moment he would | |
touch their hot pale pulp threatened to touch off a private | |
crisis under the solemn load of another child. But the little | |
proxy's neck, glistening with sweat, was pathetic, her trustful | |
281.30 | immobility, sobering, and after all no furtive fiction could |
compete with what awaited him in Ada's bower. A twinge in | |
his kneecap also came to the rescue, and honest Van chided | |
himself for having attempted to use a little pauper instead of | |
the princess in the fairy tale—“whose precious flesh must not |
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blush with the impression of a chastising hand,” says Pierrot in | |
Peterson's version. | |
With the fading of that fugitive flame his mood changed. | |
Something should be said, a command should be given, the | |
282.05 | matter was serious or might become serious. They were now |
about to enter Gamlet, the little Russian village, from which a | |
birch-lined road led quickly to Ardis. A small procession of | |
kerchiefed peasant nymphs, unwashed, no doubt, but adorably | |
pretty with naked shiny shoulders and high-divided plump | |
282.10 | breasts tuliped up by their corsets, walked past through a cop- |
pice, singing an old ditty in their touching English: | |
Thorns and nettles | |
For silly girls: | |
Ah, torn the petals, | |
282.15 | Ah, spilled the pearls! |
“You have a little pencil in your back pocket,” said Van to | |
Lucette. “May I borrow it, I want to write down that song.” | |
“If you don't tickle me there,” said the child. | |
Van reached for Ada's book and wrote on the fly leaf, as | |
282.20 | she watched him with odd wary eyes: |
I don't wish to see him again. | |
It's serious. | |
Tell M. not to receive him or I leave. | |
No answer required. | |
282.25 | She read it, and slowly, silently erased the lines with the top |
of the pencil which she passed back to Van, who replaced it | |
where it had been. | |
“You're awfully fidgety,” Lucette observed without turning. | |
“Next time,” she added, “I won't have him dislodge me.” | |
282.30 | They now swept up to the porch, and Trofim had to cuff |
the tiny blue-coated reader in order to have him lay his book | |
aside and jump down to hand Ada out of the carriage. |
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