Ada or Ardor: A Family Chronicle Part 1, Chapter 40 (view annotations) |
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Van was lying in his netted nest under the liriodendrons, read- | |
ing Antiterrenus on Rattner. His knee had troubled him all | |
night; now, after lunch, it seemed a bit better. Ada had gone on | |
horseback to Ladore, where he hoped she would forget to buy | |
283.05 | the messy turpentine oil Marina had told her to bring him. |
His valet advanced toward him across the lawn, followed by | |
a messenger, a slender youth clad in black leather from neck to | |
ankle, chestnut curls escaping from under a vizored cap. The | |
strange child glanced around with an amateur thespian's exag- | |
283.10 | geration of attitude, and handed a letter, marked "confidential," |
to Van. | |
Dear Veen, | |
In a couple of days I must leave for a spell of military | |
service abroad. If you desire to see me before I go I shall | |
283.15 | be glad to entertain you (and any other gentleman you |
might wish to bring along) at dawn tomorrow where | |
the Maidenhair road crosses Tourbiere Lane. If not, I | |
beg you to confirm in a brief note that you bear me no |
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grudge, just as no grudge is cherished in regard to you, | |
sir, by your obedient servant | |
Percy de Prey | |
No, Van did not desire to see the Count. He said so to the | |
284.05 | pretty messenger, who stood with one hand on the hip and one |
knee turned out like an extra, waiting for the signal to join the | |
gambaders in the country dance after Calabro's aria. | |
“Un moment,” added Van. “I would be interested to know— | |
this could be decided in a jiffy behind that tree—what you are, | |
284.10 | stable boy or kennel girl?” |
The messenger did not reply and was led away by the | |
chuckling Bout. A little squeal suggestive of an improper pinch | |
came from behind the laurels screening their exit. | |
It was hard to decide whether that clumsy and pretentious | |
284.15 | missive had been dictated by the fear that one's sailing off to |
fight for one's country might be construed as running away | |
from more private engagements, or whether its conciliatory | |
gist had been demanded from Percy by somebody—perhaps a | |
woman (for instance his mother, born Praskovia Lanskoy); | |
284.20 | anyway, Van's honor remained unaffected. He limped to the |
nearest garbage can and, having burnt the letter with its crested | |
blue envelope, dismissed the incident from his mind, merely | |
noting that now, at least, Ada would cease to be pestered by | |
the fellow's attentions. | |
284.25 | She returned late in the afternoon—without the embrocation, |
thank goodness. He was still lolling in his low-slung hammock, | |
looking rather forlorn and sulky, but having glanced around | |
(with more natural grace than the brown-locked messenger had | |
achieved), she raised her veil, kneeled down by him and soothed | |
284.30 | him. |
When lightning struck two days later (an old image that is | |
meant to intimate a flash-back to an old barn), Van became | |
aware that it brought together, in livid confrontation, two |
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secret witnesses; they had been hanging back in his mind since | |
the first day of his fateful return to Ardis: One had been mur- | |
muring with averted gaze that Percy de Prey was, and would | |
always be, only a dance partner, a frivolous follower; the other | |
285.05 | had kept insinuating, with spectral insistence, that some nameless |
trouble was threatening the very sanity of Van's pale, faithless | |
mistress. | |
On the morning of the day preceding the most miserable one | |
in his life, he found he could bend his leg without wincing, but | |
285.10 | he made the mistake of joining Ada and Lucette in an im- |
promptu lunch on a long-neglected croquet lawn and walked | |
home with difficulty. A swim in the pool and a soak in the | |
sun helped, however, and the pain had practically gone when | |
in the mellow heat of the long afternoon Ada returned from | |
285.15 | one of her long "brambles" as she called her botanical rambles, |
succinctly and somewhat sadly, for the florula had ceased to | |
yield much beyond the familiar favorites. Marina, in a luxurious | |
peignoir, with a large oval mirror hinged before her, sat at a | |
white toilet table that had been carried out onto the lawn where | |
285.20 | she was having her hair dressed by senile but still wonderwork- |
ing Monsieur Violette of Lyon and Ladore, an unusual outdoor | |
activity which she explained and excused by the fact of her | |
grandmother's having also liked qu'on la coiffe au grand air so | |
as to forestall the zephyrs (as a duelist steadies his hand by | |
285.25 | walking about with a poker). |
"That's our best performer," she said, indicating Van to | |
Violette who mistook him for Pedro and bowed with un air | |
entendu. | |
Van had been looking forward to a little walk of convales- | |
285.30 | cence with Ada before dressing for dinner, but she said, as she |
drooped on a garden chair, that she was exhausted and filthy and | |
had to wash her face and feet, and prepare for the ordeal of | |
helping her mother entertain the movie people who were ex- | |
pected later in the evening. |
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"I've seen him in Sexico," murmured Monsieur Violette to | |
Marina, whose ears he had shut with both hands as he moved | |
the reflection of her head in the glass this way and that. | |
"No, it's getting late," muttered Ada, "and, moreover, I prom- | |
286.05 | ised Lucette—" |
He insisted in a fierce whisper—fully knowing, however, | |
how useless it was to attempt to make her change her mind, | |
particularly in amorous matters; but unaccountably and mar- | |
velously her dazed look melted into one of gentle glee, as if in | |
286.10 | sudden perception of new-found release. Thus a child may |
stare into space, with a dawning smile, upon realizing that the | |
bad dream is over, or that a door has been left unlocked, and | |
that one can paddle with impunity in thawed sky. Ada rid her | |
shoulder of the collecting satchel and, under Violette's benevo- | |
286.15 | lent gaze following them over Marina's mirrored head, they |
strolled away and sought the comparative seclusion of the park | |
alley where she had once demonstrated to him her sun-and-shade | |
games. He held her, and kissed her, and kissed her again as if | |
she had returned from a long and perilous journey. The sweet- | |
286.20 | ness of her smile was something quite unexpected and special. |
It was not the sly demon smile of remembered or promised | |
ardor, but the exquisite human glow of happiness and helpless- | |
ness. All their passionate pump-joy exertions, from Burning | |
Barn to Burnberry Brook, were nothing in comparison to this | |
286.25 | zaychik, this "sun blick" of the smiling spirit. Her black jumper |
and black Skirt with apron pockets lost its "in-mourning-for-a- | |
lost flower" meaning that Marina had fancifully attached to her | |
dress ("nemedlenno pereodet'sya, change immediately!" she had | |
yelped into the green-shimmering looking-glass); instead, it had | |
286.30 | acquired the charm of a Lyaskan, old-fashioned schoolgirl uni- |
form. They stood brow to brow, brown to white, black to | |
black, he supporting her elbows, she playing her limp light | |
fingers over his collarbone, and how he "ladored," he said, the |
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dark aroma of her hair blending with crushed lily stalks, Turk- | |
ish cigarettes and the lassitude that comes from "lass." "No, no, | |
don't," she said, I must wash, quick-quick, Ada must wash; but | |
for yet another immortal moment they stood embraced in the | |
287.05 | hushed avenue, enjoying, as they had never enjoyed before, the |
"happy-forever" feeling at the end of never-ending fairy tales. | |
That's a beautiful passage, Van. I shall cry all night (late | |
interpolation). | |
As a last sunbeam struck Ada, her mouth and chin shone | |
287.10 | drenched with his poor futile kisses. She shook her head saying |
they must really part, and she kissed his hands as she did only | |
in moments of supreme tenderness, and then quickly turned | |
away, and they really parted. | |
One common orchid, a Lady's Slipper, was all that wilted in | |
287.15 | the satchel which she had left on a garden table and now |
dragged upstairs. Marina and the mirror had gone. He peeled | |
off his training togs and took one last dip in the pool over which | |
the butler stood, looking meditatively into the false-blue water | |
with his hands behind his back. | |
287.20 | "I wonder," he said, "if I haven't just seen a tadpole." |
The novelistic theme of written communications has now | |
really got into its stride. When Van went up to his room he | |
noticed, with a shock of grim premonition, a slip of paper | |
sticking out of the heart pocket of his dinner jacket. Penciled | |
287.25 | in a large hand, with the contour of every letter deliberately |
whiffled and rippled, was the anonymous injunction: "One must | |
not berne you." Only a French-speaking person would use that | |
word for "dupe." Among the servants, fifteen at least were of | |
French extraction—descendants of immigrants who had settled | |
287.30 | in America after England had annexed their beautiful and un- |
fortunate country in 1815. To interview them all—torture the | |
males, rape the females—would be, of course, absurd and de- | |
grading. With a puerile wrench he broke his best black butter- |
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fly on the wheel of his exasperation. The pain from the fang | |
bite was now reaching his heart. He found another tie, finished | |
dressing and went to look for Ada. | |
He found both girls and their governess in one of the "nursery | |
288.05 | parlors," a delightful sitting room with a balcony on which |
Mlle Larivière was sitting at a charmingly ornamented Pem- | |
broke table and reading with mixed feelings and furious annota- | |
tions the third shooting script of Les Enfants Maudits. At a | |
larger round table in the middle of the inner room, Lucette | |
288.10 | under Ada's direction was trying to learn to draw flowers; |
several botanical atlases, large and small, were lying about. | |
Everything appeared as it always used to be, the little nymphs | |
and goats on the painted ceiling, the mellow light of the day | |
ripening into evening, the remote dreamy rhythm of Blanche's | |
288.15 | "linen-folding" voice humming "Malbrough" (...ne sait quand |
reviendra, ne sait quand reviendra) and the two lovely heads, | |
bronze-black and copper-red, inclined over the table. Van real- | |
ized that he must simmer down before consulting Ada—or in- | |
deed before telling her he wished to consult her. She looked gay | |
288.20 | and elegant; she was wearing his diamonds for the first time; |
she had put on a new evening dress with jet gleams, and—also | |
for the first time— transparent silk stockings. | |
He sat down on a little sofa, took at random one of the open | |
volumes and stared in disgust at a group of brilliantly pictured | |
288.25 | gross orchids whose popularity with bees depended, said the |
text, "on various attractive odors ranging from the smell of | |
dead workers to that of a tomcat." Dead soldiers might smell | |
even better. | |
In the meantime obstinate Lucette kept insisting that the | |
288.30 | easiest way to draw a flower was to place a sheet of transparent |
paper over the picture (in the present case a red-bearded po- | |
gonia, with indecent details of structure, a plant peculiar to the | |
Ladoga bogs) and trace the outline of the thing in colored inks. |
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Patient Ada wanted her to copy not mechanically but "from | |
eye to hand and from hand to eye," and to use for model a live | |
specimen of another orchid that had a brown wrinkled pouch | |
and purple sepals; but after a while she gave in cheerfully and | |
289.05 | set aside the crystal vaselet holding the Lady's Slipper she had |
picked. Casually, lightly, she went on to explain how the or- | |
gans of orchids work—but all Lucette wanted to know, after her | |
whimsical fashion, was: could a boy bee impregnate a girl flower | |
through something, through his gaiters or woolies or whatever | |
289.10 | he wore? |
"You know," said Ada in a comic nasal voice, turning to | |
Van, "you know, that child has the dirtiest mind imaginable | |
and now she is going to be mad at me for saying this and sob | |
on the Larivière bosom, and complain she has been pollinated | |
289.15 | by sitting on your knee." |
"But I can't speak to Belle about dirty things," said Lucette | |
quite gently and reasonably. | |
"What's the matter with you, Van?" inquired sharp-eyed | |
Ada. | |
289.20 | "Why do you ask?" inquired Van in his turn. |
"Your ears wiggle and you clear your throat." | |
"Are you through with those horrible flowers?" | |
"Yes. I'm going to wash my hands. We'll meet down- | |
stairs. Your tie is all crooked." | |
289.25 | "All right, all right," said Van. |
"Mon page, mon beau page, | |
—Mironton-mironton-mirontaine— | |
Mon page, mon beau page..." | |
Downstairs, Jones was already taking down the dinner gong | |
289.30 | from its hook in the hall. |
"Well, what's the matter?" she asked when they met a minute | |
later on the drawing-room terrace. |
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"I found this in my jacket," said Van. | |
Rubbing her big front teeth with a nervous forefinger, Ada | |
read and reread the note. | |
"How do you know it's meant for you?" she asked, giving | |
290.05 | him back the bit of copybook paper. |
"Well, I'm telling you," he yelled. | |
"Tishe (quiet!)!" said Ada. | |
"I'm telling you I found it here," (pointing at his heart). | |
"Destroy and forget it," said Ada. | |
290.10 | "Your obedient servant," replied Van. |
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